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Today is June 16th, and it's my 40-something Birthday!! I'm working, just like any other weekday, but I choose to be happy with all of the achievements and challenges I conquered these past several months!



Today I will be kind to myself and choose to be happy!

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Sinora
14:37 Jun 16 2008

Happy Birthday

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LostKitten
21:49 Jun 16 2008

Happy Birthday sweetie. I hope that all goes great for you and remember I am only a message away.

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Since my first date with Garry last Saturday. We've been texting each other in the evenings. It's silly, SAFE, and getting very flirty! LOL His personality is funny and fun, the polar opposite of my ex-husband Allan. He's definitely involved with his two daughters, and as a parent I truly like that.



I'm keeping my head and wits about me though, as my own divorce is so new. Garry's been divorced over 2 years. Still planning on going to a divorce support group that starts June 18th, and want to take things slowly. My emotions are still very raw and fresh, and I know only time will heal that pain. Don't want to take this pain into a new relationship! It wouldn't be fair for either of us.



Another date for sure this Saturday, and I just want to laugh and have fun again! ;0)

My ex-husband can be a real SHIT! Rachel has a fever, and I'll be bringing her over to the Pediatrician when they open at 9 this morning. My morning job is ok with it, but I am not so sure about Kindercare! So I ask Allan if he could leave early to be with her so that I may work 2 - 6:30, as I was sick last Friday and called out. It's always NO, he's got his own doctor's appointment, can't cancel, etc. This is one of the reasons why I divorced this asshole!!! Never here for me and Rachel when I really need him.



Please pray that I don't lose my Kindercare job over this!!!!!!



*Throws up arms and crys helplessly*

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Sinora
14:44 Jun 04 2008

I hope it goes well for you.

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TheHellequin
18:07 Jun 04 2008

grr ffs!

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Last night I dreamt that I was on the roller coaster from HELL! LOL It just wouldn't stop and let me off. Then I'm trying to get my daughter Rachel to school and there is major traffic in the way and all roads were blocked.



I've been through major changes over the past few months of my life for sure. 2008 will be remembered as my year of radical change!



I'm determined to make positive changes, and my dreams reflect my turbulent emotions and moods. Riding the crazy ride for now, but I know it will calm down and become a steady course in the future!